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Müde bin ich, sollt zu Bett, wär'ich doch nicht ganz so fett! - Ein Reim!
So. Was gibbet denn Neues. Hm. Nicht Neues aber: Arbeit suckt :D Kann keiner meiner Mitarbeiter hier lesen, oder? Ne. Gut. Also Chef ist n Depp, der Rest der Meute sowieso. Naja, vor allem Chef, Vize Chef und ein Kassierer. So, keine Lust auszuführen, für wen auch.

Ansonsten: Entdecke neue Musik am laufenden Band und könte ersaufen da drin :) Ganz ganz toll ist es.
Und ich hab jemand wirklich tolles im Netz kennengelernt. Wohnt in Graz, haha. Wahrscheinlich sollte ich zur Übrung alles in Englisch schreiben, aber es ist mir zu peinlich all die Fehler zu machen. Ha, und so was will Anglistik studieren. Na denn! Tandem-Partner, irgendwo? Ne, hier in dieser englisch sprachigen Community finde ich sicher KEINEN der mit mir Englisch spricht. Naja, wer hat schon lust zu berichtigen?


So, ich bin im Bett. Wenn wer fragt, sagt ich hab mich erschossen. Oh, wie lustig. *irre kicher weil diese Zeile gerade die worst ever war und nun Leute mit gekräuselten Stirnen vorm Pc sitzen und verwirrt sind*
Gekräuselte Stine, welch amüsante Vorstellung!

Moment. Nun denkt meine ganze englischsprachige Gefolgschaft an die Depression meines letzten Eintrags und kann die Verrücktheit hier nicht mitkriegen. Welch Gram.

So, to all those english speaking guys out there: This is a happy entry. You don't need to understand anything. Just imagine how you'd be amused while reading that article. Oh dear, 3 sentences, so many mistakes. Forget it.
Happy entry. The End.
Happy, happy, happy. Come on, let's repeat 'happy' until it loses its meaning.
Oh, happy day!

-aaand good night!

Just give it a fart!

I just don't see any sense anymore.
At all.
It's all coming back to me. And it's like 'we' were always meant to be like that. Weak, slouchy.
Something's missing, it's like a lack of talent, will - Is it supposed to be like that? Is it in our 'genes'?
I don't think we can fight IT.

But, whatever-.. Let's just go on living like a happy zombie and forget these thoughts. Go into hiding and float on with that lousy life.
Let's just stop complaining and be thankful instead. Ha ha.

bad day again, I wish I could just stay in bed and fall into deep dreams. Instead of that I'm just feeling cold, apathetic. words lose their sense.
so, shall I wait until there comes peace, or just act as if everything was great?
I choose the latter, since I don't have a choice.
ha.

I would love to learn some more Chinese, Japanese...but actually I'd be happy learning any language.. Swedish, Italian... or just perfect my English, French and Polish. Oh that's so utopian, I would need to move to those countries, speak their languages everyday and so on.
Or just study, study, study. Ugh, I'm sick of talking about this.

Some good news: I'm working on that stupid portfolio.. The first will be off on Friday at the latest and the second in the end of June. Let's se which university want me so I can finally start my amazing career *talk myself into thinking that in spite of all better knowledge*
I guess I end up being a teacher. ha. poor kids... Or stay a part-time cashier who will finally die of a heart attack because she worries too much about her loser life.argh, I should stop writing and above all: stop thinking in those egocentric and self-pity ways...

sooo, sleep- here I come!

I hate being all lazy.
I missed an appointment at the college yesterday , it was some kind of a counselling for the portfolio... I had to be at work anyway, but it still sucks. I should sketch, draw and paint a looooot more, but I just keep doing stuff that I shouldn't and that are not as necessary as the stupid portfolio.
So, there are 2 weeks left for finishing this and an 10 days left for finishing an assignment for another application in Bremen. It's rather a project and the theme is "IT" - I have NO clue whatsoever...I'll apply for graphic design, so I guess they not only want somethign artsy (duh^^) but also something..well, creative and funny. I have nooo idea what to ~create~..
But first, I should draw some portraits.. - at least SOMETHING I'm really good at, so I should go with that I guess.
Ugh, it's soooo hard to finally start something... :(

diesmal auf deutsch, po polsku, en francais and english.
Wiecej nie chcialam pisac! Apres cela, je vais watch Dollhouse. Wehe das läd nicht richtig.
Oh I love Kirsten 'wtf?!-face.

Enough!
*strikes a dramatic Tyra pose*

naaah, besser nicht. ne. nevertheless, ca suffit.
Narazie!

So. 2nd entry I think..
I don't really have much to say, but I thought that my profile and everything looks so..blank, so ..let's just write SOMETHING.
My room looks a mess, I'm just surfing on ontd and doing nothing, again. oh, wonderful life.
I should paint something or do someful useful. But there is noooooo ambition at all, I hate this.
Gotta go to work tonight, at the supermarket. I hope it'll get over soon.
Goooosh, I wish I had more energy :(
I need to get off my backside. now.

Let's put some nice music on.

oh well, LJ finally got me.